Confessions of a Voyeur – Venus O’Hara

I’m into consensual voyeurism and I never have to worry about being seen because the people I watch know that I’m there.

In voyeurism the spectator usually has to ensure that their presence is never detected at any point.To be a voyeur means having a constant sexual interest in observing others or to be actively involved in the erotic surveillance of them. The desire at work in voyeurism ( from the French voyeur, “ one who looks”) is to enjoy the spectacle of someone who is undressing or engaged in sexual activity with someone else or by themselves.

I remember the first time I went to a swingers club. I felt shy, uneasy and out of place because I wasn’t an exhibitionist like all the people around me. Later, I found myself having a drink with the guy I was with and we became aware that couples were having sex openly around us. I was embarrassed at first but, gradually, I started to watch and learn.

Observing a real couple having sex and knowing that they have a private language of touches, murmurs and kisses is always more interesting than the mechanical grindings of bored professionals in modern porn. In the swingers club, seeing how so many other people came, if they did at all, was an intense erotic experience. I felt completely relaxed watching them because they’d have been doing exactly the same thing whether I’d been there or not. I could stare and stare and not worry that I shouldn’t be doing it.

I had another memorable voyeuristic experience at the Barcelona Erotic fair. Famous strippers and porn stars took to the main stage and began to dance and drop their clothes. When they were naked, the sound that came from the sea of cameras was awesome and so were the flashes going off all at once. Then, the performers would choose someone from the audience and include him in their show. They try everything to give him an erection but, sometimes, when the volunteer realises how many cameras, smartphones and spectators are watching him, he just can’t do it. If he does get it up then he ends up having sex on stage in front of everyone.

For me, watching the reactions of this guy is the most entertaining part of the fair. My sadistic nature always enjoys seeing someone tense and struggling, so a guy’s reactions when he stays limp while being watched by so many people is the most entertaining thing about my kind of voyeurism that I can think of.

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Photos by YUKY